Madisson Hausburg is opening up about the loss of her son at childbirth and how she's been recovering, physically and emotionally, in the wake of her personal tragedy.The star revealed in an emotional post back in December that she'd suffered a stillbirth, and had lost her newborn son, Elliot. Five months later, Hausburg says things have been «really hard» for both her and her husband, Ish Soto, in their journey toward recovery.«This past five months have been such a blur for me,» Hausburg shared with ET's Cassie DiLaura. «I don't feel like people say, 'It'll get easier.' Because It doesn't. And I've talked to a lot of lost moms and really other lost moms have really saved me.»It's because of this support that she's opening up now about her own loss so publicly.«I hope to be able to be that for someone else. I hope someone sees my story and thinks, 'OK, I'm not alone.' Because when I got out of that hospital, I felt so alone,» she shared. «Who thinks they're going to have a stillbirth? No one thinks that when you're nine months pregnant.