Kerry Katona has revealed that she 'felt a lot of anxiety' choosing her wedding dress but described how she 'deserves to be loved' despite her 'failed relationships'.The 40 year old mum-of-five, who is engaged to her boyfriend of three years Ryan Mahoney, 33, described how she 'felt a little bit embarrassed' while choosing her wedding dress as she is set to walk down the aisle for the fourth time.