Allison Holker Opens Up About Husband Stephen 'tWitch' Boss' Tragic Death: 'I Forgive You & I Hope You're With Us'
03.05.2023 - 14:41
/ perezhilton.com
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Allison Holker is opening up about her late husband Stephen “tWitch” Boss‘ death for the first time.
As you know, the iconic dancer and Ellen Degeneres Show star was found dead by suicide in his hotel room last December. The news shook not only his family, but the entire world, as he was truly a light to so many people. Now, while speaking with People in an interview that was published Tuesday, his wife Allison is ready to tell the story.
The 35-year-old dancer remembered her husband fondly, saying of their relationship:
So bittersweet…
Regarding tWitch’s mental health, the So You Think You Can Dance alum said no one really knew what he was going through:
She added she’s struggling to rebuild her family and the “beautiful” life she and the DJ built together because she didn’t know how bad he was doing. She said her feelings are “complex” and are a mix of sorrow, disappointment, love, and anger — but she’s not giving up. She wants to make a difference in remembrance of Stephen:
Allison admits to losing her sense of purpose after his death — but now she’s working on getting it back with some help from her close friends:
Such a sweet thing to say, but it’s even more important to hear.
Related: Allison Granted Half Of Husband tWitch’s Estate After His Death
Since Stephen’s death, the Keep Dancing Through author said her perspective has been changed drastically:
And with this new perspective, she wants to create a new lifestyle for her kids — one that doesn’t center around sorrow. She’s even introduced the practice of “cold plunging” into her daily routine:
After tWitch’s passing, she’s become more open and honest with their kids,
Weslie,
Maddox, and
Zaia, than ever:
“If you’re angry