Gemma Collins has spoken of her struggles to conceive a baby with her boyfriend, Rami Hawash.The former The Only Way Is Essex star has revealed that she is now exploring the possibility of In Vitro Fertilization (IVF) because she "can't get pregnant". Speaking candidly about her longing for motherhood, the 40 year old said on the Love Lounge instalment of her The Gemma Collins Podcast: "I really want a baby now, I've not been using any contraception.