Stephanie Davis has shared the devastating details of her isolating labour with son Caben, admitting she had a full-blown panic attack mid-way through. The former Hollyoaks actress said she felt “suicidal” as she was forced to give birth to her only child alone after her abusive ex-boyfriend Jeremy McConnell instead jetted off on a lad’s holiday. Recalling what should have been the happiest day of her life, Stephanie told OK!: “I went through such a bad time with that pregnancy, it was hell.