While many Love Island stars are ecstatic and nervous before entering the villa for the first time, Matthew MacNabb was feeling hurt and heartbroken.The 26 year old star was grieving at home after his best friend Ryan Freeman died suddenly at the age of 27 on 11 July in a diving accident, according to his family members.Taking to his Instagram feed to explain how he's been coping, he told his legion of 106,000 followers: "My life has been crazy the past few months.