been candid about her experience being raped by a music producer when she was 19 years old and channeled the emotions into the character — earning her an award for “Best Actress” from the New York Film Critics Circle.But her devotion to not breaking character came with struggle, requiring an on-set psychiatric nurse during the end of filming.“I sort of felt like I had to. I felt that it was safer for me,” the 35-year-old told Variety.