she regrets leaving Jamie after 19 years of marriage, the singer says how she felt she “f--ked things up”, and even that she had suicidal thoughts during the breakdown of her relationship.But, we’re told, on top of all of that, Jamie and his family are unhappy that Louise has decided to speak out publicly again about their marriage, as they feel she’s gone too far. “Jamie’s parents are pretty shocked that Louise has been airing her dirty laundry in public.